[CompiS]

Как Олаф сообщил мне свой позитивный настрой.
долгая переписка, так, себе скопировала

question for you ( i am carrying out a survey):
Olaf сообщает:
pffff......ok, u may
Svetlana сообщает:
зааа,
Svetlana сообщает:
pff
Olaf сообщает:
hahahaha
Svetlana сообщает:
when you are in a bad mood, do you prefer to merge into it, live it out till the last bit, and then just coe out of it in a normal mood..OR do you prefer to encourage yourself artificially, make yourself smile - and then this cheery state come to you..
Svetlana сообщает:
?
Svetlana сообщает:
i am not sure if my question is clear))
Olaf сообщает:
the last one
Svetlana сообщает:
don;t you think it's unfair?
Olaf сообщает:
I'm never in a bad mood
Olaf сообщает:
why not? I can act cheerfully and then it'll make me that way
Olaf сообщает:
so I'll be happy after that
Svetlana сообщает:
never? how can it be? but it's artificial, no?)
Olaf сообщает:
yes, first it's artificial....but if I do that for a time, my bad mood will be gone
Svetlana сообщает:
hmm...ok, you have your name not for nothing))
Olaf сообщает:
exactly
Olaf сообщает:
so, why the survey?
Svetlana сообщает:
i just ask different people - interesting to know. you are the first))
Olaf сообщает:
woehoe!!! and my answer will be the best
Svetlana сообщает:
yes-yes...you are very positive actually...but sometimes i feel like..if i feel bad, i just have to come through it...is absolutely wrong?
Svetlana сообщает:
yes it is)))
Olaf сообщает:
people have different ways to deal with it
Olaf сообщает:
none of it is wrong
Svetlana сообщает:
i mean...wrong like bad one
Olaf сообщает:
nope, it's not a bad thing
Svetlana сообщает:
but somehow it attracts bad energy., all that staff?
Svetlana сообщает:
but what do you do to mame feel better?
Olaf сообщает:
if ur in a bad mood people will notice that and might be in a bad mood back to u
Svetlana сообщает:
mm..there is smth to it, right))
Svetlana сообщает:

Olaf сообщает:
I'm always right as usual
Svetlana сообщает:
mm..ok, i can not argue...but how do you do it? say to yourself: everything will be fine?
Olaf сообщает:
something like that.....or just let it be
Svetlana сообщает:
mm) i see
Olaf сообщает:
u don't need to think about that so much\
Svetlana сообщает:

Svetlana сообщает:
tell me something else)) you are very deep, when г say such things)
Olaf сообщает:
hahahahahaha.....right
Olaf сообщает:
what do u wanna know?
Svetlana сообщает:
just something.,..it's interestig,.,,all these years i didn't know you were into this positive philisophy..u never said
Olaf сообщает:
uhmmmm......maybe coz it's a normal thing to me?
Svetlana сообщает:
yes,...it's just smth about you....but i didn't think bout it...it's just..i am interested in it, cause as recently i have been just like on the vawes: during the workweek i am quite positive, everything is great, work, people around...but on weekend..it takes efforts to feel good..and anyway, there are times when i can not force myself feel good.
Svetlana сообщает:
god, should i go to the doctor?
Olaf сообщает:
a shrink would be better but why does it take effort? what things make u feel less positive?
Svetlana сообщает:
yeah., give me a good shrink)) such things as waiting, of course - that makes me feel upset...
Olaf сообщает:
waiting for what?
Svetlana сообщает:
for my bf.
Olaf сообщает:
ok, that'd a different thingy....waiting for ur bf is always hard
Svetlana сообщает:
mmm...i expected some recipe on how to stay positive even in this situation
Svetlana сообщает:
joking, of course)_)
Olaf сообщает:
yes, dump ur bf
Olaf сообщает:
joking, of course
Svetlana сообщает:
great jokers we are
Svetlana сообщает:
is it crasy?
Olaf сообщает:
nope, it's not crazy
Olaf сообщает:
but u need to do other things to not think about that waiting time
Svetlana сообщает:
i am trying too...namely that's why it is so much harder on weekends than on workdays - when i a, distracted, it's fine)
Olaf сообщает:
so go out with friends
Svetlana сообщает:
i don;'t want to..not much.cause i am listening to them..
Svetlana сообщает:
mm. i am just tired to wait, i guess..otherwise i am still nrmal:
Olaf сообщает:
u've been tired of waiting etc. for a long time already
Svetlana сообщает:
yeah. i know) he is, too
Olaf сообщает:
so, let him do something about it
Svetlana сообщает:
he is doing. i hope...he is coming, already very soon)) so tomorrow he should know the date...it's just..mm. when we speak on the phone..I try to stay positive, laugh and smile..but sometimes i can not keep myself, i begin to complain..ask him when..it's bad, i suppose..but on the other hand, whom else should i tell all this? (except for you, of course )
Svetlana сообщает:
i know you are tired of all my moods)
Olaf сообщает:
it's good to push him on and on again if he stays with u all the time u'll know he's good I'm used to ur moods and the moods of many other women
Svetlana сообщает:
you mean, he is so patient to me and all that stuff?
Svetlana сообщает:
haha, so i am not the worst with my moods?
Olaf сообщает:
noooo, ur definetly not the worst
Olaf сообщает:
I know a few women with moodswings worst then a twister
Svetlana сообщает:
hmm,., that makes me calm down..
Olaf сообщает:
hahahaha...probably not
Svetlana сообщает:
??
Olaf сообщает:
ok, maybe u will be calm from that
Svetlana сообщает:
mm..what did you mean?
Svetlana сообщает:
what can i do?
Svetlana сообщает:
i don';t want to tell him about it, but somewhere deeeeeep inside i feel like i am ready to go with him everywhere..if there is no way to stay in Moscow.
Olaf сообщает:
true, better not tell him that
Svetlana сообщает:
but when he asked me about it 2 days ago (it was already 150th time) i said don't know..which may be made him feel bad. I hope he knows i am not serious.
Svetlana сообщает:
sorry. dear, i am telling stupid things)
Olaf сообщает:
he knows ur not serious about what? the following him anywhere?
Svetlana сообщает:
about "don't know". i mean - if i say so, he is not going to leave me..somewhere deep inside he knows..i don;'t know - i am mixed up./ i just would be so hapopy if all this waiting would fininsh.............
Olaf сообщает:
well, it will soon

Svetlana сообщает:
yesyesyes. dear, you can open a small psychological praxis, you know?
Olaf сообщает:
heheheh.....only for beautiful women
Svetlana сообщает:
yes, you can filter your clints))
Svetlana сообщает:
clients
Olaf сообщает:
heheheh....but I'm not sure if I'll help them with their problems
Svetlana сообщает:
i am quite sure...i can write some testimonials
Olaf сообщает:
heheheh
Olaf сообщает:
well, u can bring over all ur beautiful gf's
Svetlana сообщает:
aha, i will)
Svetlana сообщает:
is everything going to be fine?? ahhh
Olaf сообщает:
yep
Svetlana сообщает:

Olaf сообщает:
what???
Svetlana сообщает:
not satisfying intonation)))
Olaf сообщает:
why not? everything's gonna be fine.....so u learned my positiveness

Svetlana сообщает:
mm.. yes. i hope to keep it for a long time..
Svetlana сообщает:
but life is getting better - my father has just given me some interesting book to read, and tomorrow as i am free in the morning, i am going to go and see movie mamma mia
Olaf сообщает:
that's good it'll get ur mind off of other things
Svetlana сообщает:
yeahyeah
Svetlana сообщает:
so you can be a doctor of the science "positiveness"
Olaf сообщает:
yeah....that always provides lots of money
Svetlana сообщает:
yeah, when crisis comes - you may try
Olaf сообщает:
crisis is already here
Olaf сообщает:
so this would be the time
Svetlana сообщает:
hah. atually yes. one of my groups is gone - cause they were fired
Olaf сообщает:
that's not good\
Olaf сообщает:
lucky ur not part of that
Svetlana сообщает:
hopefully)))
Svetlana сообщает:
no, everything is gonna be fine...see? i am on positive side?
Svetlana сообщает:
!
Olaf сообщает:
good girl
Olaf сообщает:
I'll now put all my positiveness in bed
Olaf сообщает:
and dream of good things
Svetlana сообщает:
ok,,, i positively wish you positive good night
Svetlana сообщает:
you too!!
Olaf сообщает:
positive sleeping!
Svetlana сообщает:
thanks so much for all your positiveness and goodness! gute night
Svetlana сообщает:

Olaf сообщает:
goedenacht
Svetlana сообщает:
is is it so in Dutch?
Olaf сообщает:
yep
Olaf сообщает:
bye!